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John Tocher surveys the free music landscape for new and old releases encompassing the realms of avant garde, experimental, electronic, musique concréte, industrial, dada-ist music. A transplant from the Los Angeles area, he now makes his home in southeast Texas near the border with Louisiana --deep in swamp country, where the ambiance is enhanced by cicadas and the occasional hurricane.

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You are a true believer. Blessings of the state, blessings of the masses. Thou art a subject of the divine. Created in the image of man, by the masses, for the masses. - OMM 0000, THX 1138 start artist title 00:00 Kolpakopf INFERIAE 12:38 Arctica Your Journey Begins Now 61:24 Willy Stamati Menstrual Blood 65:50 SandSpace imbalance 73:53 Astral & Shit palus 95:19 Meho Toranj Zla 106:50 Meho Glasovi Zla 114:50 Meho Oblaci Zla 117:15 Space Satanbeat Mu†▲Gen
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There is no end. There is no beginning. There is only the infinite passion of life. - Federico Fellini, Fellini on Fellini (1976) start artist title 00:00 kepheus cut the hand 06:21 The Implicit Order Fire On The Mountain Lightning In The Air 10:26 The Implicit Order Poor Beecher's Funeral 14:19 Fellirium Show me your true self 15:31 Fellirium Give me your sorrows 30:51 EugeneKha Bells Of Disturbing Spring 54:20 Bing Satellites Strange Noises Along Drottninggatan 84:10 Simon Slator Solace...
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It seems to me what is called for is an exquisite balance between two conflicting needs: the most skeptical scrutiny of all hypotheses that are served up to us and at the same time a great openness to new ideas … If you are only skeptical, then no new ideas make it through to you … On the other hand, if you are open to the point of gullibility and have not an ounce of skeptical sense in you, then you cannot distinguish the useful ideas from the worthless ones. - Carl Sagan start artist...
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Their [the stars] influence on our fate is considerably less than the influence of a banana peel, on which you can slip and break your leg. But there is no interest in banana peels, whereas serious periodicals include horoscopes [...] It lifts his spirits. The whole universe revolves around him, and even if things aren't going well, even if the stars are lined up in such a way that the suspenders manufacturer loses his shirt and the individual consequently loses his job, it's still more...
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         - Jawaharlal Nehru start artist title 00:00 Jeff Sampson Unaware 03:35 Grove of Whispers Bandits (unreleased) 29:02 Metamorfrozen Storms of Neptune 33:15 Fellirium Silhouettes in the Mist 52:19 Metamorfrozen Frigid Desolation II 67:48 Metamorfrozen Mountains of Madness 68:12 Gasgruel Part II - The First Day After 80:51 Gasgruel Part III - No Thing 84:40 Metamorfrozen Frigid Desolation I 94:48 Gasgruel Part I - Inwardness 99:19 Metamorfrozen Frigid Desolation III 104:12 Backyard...
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To finally know that you didn't have to hold on so tight. To realize that all your life--you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memories, all your pain--it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream, a dream that you had inside a locked room, a dream about being a person. And like a lot of dreams, there's a monster at the end of it. - Rust Cohle, True Detective start artist title 00:00 Joe Frawley Nymphlight, for Joseph Cornell 05:34 Arctica Annuminas (Phase 1) 16:15 Palancar...
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Old friends become bitter enemies on a sudden for toys and small offenses. - Robert Burton, The Anatomy of Melancholy (1621) start artist title 00:00 Stefan Paulus Pilgrimage To The Internal Entrance Of Mt. Säntis 22:41 Luís Antero Territory 25:44 Kinematik VKE Chaotic Rotations 57:14 Reverse Projection Old Potion 59:59 Sebastiane Hegarty Rain choir: Recital 61:36 Kinematik VKE The Pluto-Charon Binary 83:30 Reverse Projection 800mts 90:15 Kinematik VKE On Approach 109:30 Sebastiane Hegarty...
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A film is a petrified fountain of thought. - Jean Cocteau, Esquire magazine (February 1961) start artist title 00:00 Juan Antonio Nieto Static-2 04:54 ovdk vs seetyca dsm III - the cristalline entity 20:38 ovdk vs seetyca toward the yanan dağlar 31:10 EugeneKha The Lost November 34:24 Juan Antonio Nieto Static-5 55:30 Juan Antonio Nieto Static-6 59:04 ovdk vs seetyca ryuma go 70:06 Kinematik VKE Returning The Hind 77:56 Juan Antonio Nieto Static-4 81:29 Juan Antonio Nieto Static-3 90:18...
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If they come upon one who still has not seen it and they speak to him of fire, he does not know what they mean. So they, in turn, fall back upon telling him what fire is like. 'As they do so, they know from their own experience that what they are telling him is not the truth, but only a part of it. They know that this man will never know reality from their words, though all the words in the world are theirs to use. He must look upon the fire, smell of it, warm his hands by it, stare into its...
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The cultural-historical meaning of the Eleusinian Mysteries, their influence on European intellectual history, can scarcely be overestimated. Here suffering humankind found a cure for its rational, objective, cleft intellect, in a mystical totality experience, that let it believe in immortality, in an everlasting existence. - Albert Hofmann, in LSD : My Problem Child (1980) start artist title 00:00 Hsin-Jung Tsai 無量壽佛祈請文 03:19 Free Tibet Mystical Glow 06:54 Halgrath Her Winter of...
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There are experiences that most of us are hesitant to speak about, because they do not conform to everyday reality and defy rational explanation. These are not particular external occurrences, but rather events of our inner lives, which are generally dismissed as figments of the imagination and barred from our memory. Suddenly, the familiar view of our surroundings is transformed in a strange, delightful, or alarming way: it appears to us in a new light, takes on a special meaning. Such an...
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"Love is like a wind stirring the grass beneath trees on a black night," he had said. "You must not try to be definite and sure about it and to live beneath the trees, where soft night winds blow, the long hot day of disappointment comes swiftly and the gritty dust from passing wagons gathers upon lips inflamed and made tender by kisses." - Sherwood Anderson, Winesburg, Ohio, (1919), "Death" start artist title 00:00 Grove of Whispers 2015-03-13 34:58 Berthelot...
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He remembered the top, the sudden leveling of the hill, when the climb ceased and the other part of it began. How many times had he done this? The several times blurred; future and past blurred; what he had already experienced and what he would eventually experience blended so that nothing remained but the moment, the standing still and resting during which he rubbed the cut on his arm which the stone had left. God, he thought in weariness. In what way is this fair? Why am I up here alone like...
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All love is sweet, Given or returned. Common as light is love, And its familiar voice wearies not ever. Like the wide heaven, the all-sustaining air, It makes the reptile equal to the God; They who inspire it most are fortunate, As I am now; but those who feel it most Are happier still. - Percy Bysshe Shelley start artist title 00:00 Shadow Theater Angelica 03:45 Rogelio Nobara & Chris Silver T. Acid Kids On The Neighborhoods Roofs 13:16 Cousin Silas & Kevin Lyons The Magnetic Anomalies...
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(i do not know what it is about you that closes and opens;only something in me understands the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses) nobody,not even the rain,has such small hands - E. E. Cummings start artist title 00:00 Joe Frawley Threshold 03:26 lost-radio summer saturdays 10:27 Wings of an Angel Solitude Spreads Within The Heart's Corridors Like Cancerous Cells 26:23 Joe Frawley The forest 31:42 Mescaline Sessions Kto Govorit 43:12 [amt_23] Walls Have Ears 45:13 [amt_23] Walls Have...
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The Edge... There is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over. The others--the living--are those who pushed their luck as far as they felt they could handle it, and then pulled back, or slowed down, or did whatever they had to when it came time to choose between Now and Later. But the edge is still Out there. Or maybe it's In. - Hunter S. Thompson start artist title 00:00 Grove of Whispers untitled 21:42 Wings Of An Angel...
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After silence that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music. - Aldous Huxley, The Rest is Silence (1931) start artist title 00:00 CNTV Intro (to Konstantin Raudive) 05:03 Berthelot Mécanique Des Limbes II 15:50 The Implicit Order Trying To Recruit You 23:34 Skincage and Mystified UFO 1 Skincage Remix 27:35 My Own Cubic Stone Minotaur 38:02 CNTV A curious blank 44:06 Berthelot Mécanique Des Limbes III 50:48 CNTV Descanso 53:50 The Implicit Order The Dial-Up Love And Terror...
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And again, the dark street. The dark, dark street. The women out shopping for the evening meal of course, and baby carriage and the silver bicycle were already painted out by the darkness; most of the commuters too were already in place in their filing-drawer houses. A half-forsaken chasm of time.... - Kōbō Abe, The Ruined Map start artist title 00:00 Atilio Doreste Respiro 01:18 Kirill Platonkin In The Dream Fields 08:37 Kirill Platonkin Stellar Breath 14:06 Esa Ruoho Preparazione 19:18...
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...and to this hour the image of Carmilla return to mind with ambiguous alterations--sometimes the playful, languid, beautiful girl; sometimes the writhing fiend I saw in the ruined church; and often from a reverie I have started, fancying I heard the light step of Carmilla at the drawing room door. - Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu, Carmilla (1871) start artist title 00:00 SiJ + Astral & Shit Kömaparàbola (Part 1) 03:00 Arctica Illidriel 61:47 Lluvia Acida Pali Aike 66:40 Rec008 Fragment 5 75:36...
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It was not until the ant and Veig had passed each other that Niall realized that he had been reading the ant's mind. It was a sensation like actually being the ant, as if he had momentarily taken possession of its body. And while he had been inside the ant's body, he had also become aware of all the other ants in the nest. It was a bewildering feeling, as if his mind had shattered into thousands of fragments, yet each fragment remained a coherent part of the whole. - Colin Wilson, Spider World:...
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A number of people have associated with them a personality that is not theirs, one that is borrowed from one or more members of their emotional environment. To be born into a family is to be, if I may say it this way, possessed. This possession is transmitted from generation to generation: the enchanted becomes the enchanter in projecting onto his children what was projected onto him—unless an awakening comes to break the cycle. (...) For the awakening to become operable, I must make the...
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The beauty of dreams and sleeping is that it shows us when we dream that we are building worlds. And we build them freshly every night and we build them freshly every day, when we are awake and when we are asleep. It's a constant process of creation, and the altered states that we experience when we sleep happen to everybody every night. - Robert Rich start artist title 00:00 Pavonine we could never know the stars 10:58 Ambient Fabric Part 1 20:14 Microvolt Lachesis 26:12 Microvolt Clotho 29:41...
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And as he lay there a far crack of lightning went bluely down the sky and bequeathed him in an embryonic bird's first fissured vision of the world and transpiring instant and outrageous from dark to dark a final view of the grotto and the shapeless white plasm struggling upon the rich and incunabular moss like a lank swamp hare. - Cormac McCarthy, Outer Dark (1968) start artist title 00:00 Deleno na Nula Electric Mantra 05:22 f l o d Eulogia 2 11:01 Psychic Hybrid Finding The Hidden Pathway...
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Everything has two aspects: the current aspect, which we see nearly always and which ordinary men see, and the ghostly and metaphysical aspect, which only rare individuals may see in moments of clairvoyance and metaphysical abstraction. - Giorgio de Chirico, On Mystery and Creation, Paris (1913) start artist title 00:00 Grove of Whispers The Coinlocker Heart 05:22 shinichiroa The last wave 21:02 Tamayurakurage and Emerge Meltdown 1 31:43 Grove of Whispers Frozen (featuring Michelle Yom) 44:30...
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I started coming to the studio with less worked-out pieces, and eventually with nothing at all. I would just start working with that thing, “the studio,” as the instrument. There is nothing outside of this process. This process called recording is the creative process. We don’t have the canvas standing in front of any landscape, you are going to make the landscape here and now . - Brian Eno start artist title 00:00 Sound Awakener Gallery of emptyness 03:48 stəˈkæs.tɪk ˈmjuː·zɪk...
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...people have a very narrow conception of what is possible with reality, that we're surrounded by the howling abyss of the unknowable and nobody knows what's out there. - Terence McKenna, Spacetime Tsunami, Interview with Carla Sinclair start artist title 00:00 Mescaline Sessions Decaying Culture 20:05 Dronny Darko SandSpace 41:46 Sokpb Avabodha & WMRI Music for Fields Part III 71:58 Songs From A Tomb Path leading to the Void 117:21 Frank Westpahl and His Orch. Greenwich Witch
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I read and walked for miles at night along the beach, writing bad blank verse and searching endlessly for someone wonderful who would step out of the darkness and change my life. It never crossed my mind that that person could be me. - Anna Quindlen start artist title 00:00 Aleister Crowley The Call Of The First And Second Aethyr (Ca. 1920) 01:27 Grove of Whispers Voices From Possessed Children 31:06 Mental Escape Pod Epica 2 (X37F Secondary Sirens) 48:14 Scott Lawlor A Gradual Descent Into the...
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It is one of the commonest of mistakes to consider that the limit of our power of perception is also the limit of all there is to perceive. - C. W. Leadbeater, The Chakras (1927) start artist title 00:00 Luís Antero Water Mill 2 01:26 Rigel Orionis Centrifugal 17:09 Dreaming the Seed Waterhole 23:48 Fabio Keiner Heaven Wakes A Moon I 29:08 Mystified Spinning Downward 33:11 Samsa The Laurentian Divide 33:40 Bulkrate Convocation 41:12 Bulkrate Into the portal of doom 50:33 Bulkrate Under the ice...
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I have been and still am a seeker, but I have ceased to question stars and books; I have begun to listen to the teachings my blood whispers to me. - Hermann Hesse, Demian (1919) start artist title 00:00 Pollux & Sean Derrick Cooper Marquardt For It Flows From Within (feat. Kasi Pani K & Udo Lindermann) 09:33 DisFatum Here You Are Alone 14:53 Nightspirit Interstellar Medium II 23:40 Шесть Мёртвых Болгар Покрывало света 29:49 Grove of Whispers 2014-11-14...
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Here on the quiet page I'm master, just as I'm master in the darkroom, stirring my prints in the magic developing bath. I shuffle like cards the lives I deal with. Their faces stare out at me. People who will become other people. People who will become old, betray their dreams, become ghosts . - C.J. Koch, The Year of Living Dangerously (1978) start artist title 00:00 Red Fog The Silicon Hawk Is Watching 12:16 Astral & Shit volutabrum 18:47 Red Fog Above The Storax Sedan Cloud 30:48 Astral...
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Danny: What about Room 237? Hallorann: Room 237? Danny: You're scared of Room 237, ain't ya? Hallorann: No, I ain't. Danny: Mr. Hallorann. What's in Room 237? Hallorann: Nothin'. There ain't nothin' in Room 237. But you ain't got no business goin' in there anyway, so stay out. You understand? Stay out! - The Shining (1980) start artist title 00:00 Grove of Whispers Outpost (extended version) 14:19 Spectrical Emergent Forms 75:40 Negative Eholot Manok 78:58 Meho 03.00 a.m. 84:42 Meho Walking...
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The more I look at most of the art movements, it’s all occultism, when you get down to it. The Surrealists were openly talking about being magicians. - Alan Moore, De Abaitua interview (1998) start artist title 00:00 sorrow stream No hope 03:56 Scott Lawlor & Oystein Jorgensen The Next Dimension 10:18 Neon Lotus V 27:04 Mikael Hirsz Self Medication 65:22 天 島 101:03 Astral & Shit snow 104:02 Grove of Whispers LIVE
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The important thing in this life is to link your sadness to the sadness of others . - Shūsaku Endō, The Girl I Left Behind  start artist title 00:00 Go Genre Everything Have You Seen The Moon Tonight 13:29 Wings of an Angel Ghosts Of My Past 65:35 Dream Twice Below the grass 69:46 Dream Twice Collect dew 69:51 Aairria Fading 75:04 Dream Twice Outro 81:56 Dream Twice Intro 89:05 Mystified and Daniel Barbiero Rain 119:27 Grove of Whispers The Unceasing Path
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Sometimes, when I was sitting in the Crimson Cabaret on a rainy night, I thought of myself as occupying a waiting room for the abyss (which of course was exactly what I was doing) and between sips from my glass of wine or cup of coffee I smiled sadly and touched the front pocket of my coat where I kept my imaginary ticket to oblivion. - Thomas Ligotti, Teatro Grottesco (2006) start artist title 00:00 Icoste Eve 07:07 Synaptic Necropolis Echo Into Void (EI-Reflection) 11:20 Steam flow...
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Nevertheless, life and death are mysterious states, and we know little of the resources of either. - Sheridan Le Fanu, Carmilla (1871) start artist title 00:00 Ayato & Natalia Kamia NO BREAK 01:45 Kolpakopf Untitled 30:38 Arctica Tabatiel (Illidriel Continue) 61:16 Red Fog Cinder Petals 72:33 lost-radio Scene VIII 80:48 Wings Of An Angel The Unearthly Demagogue And His Amber Of Sorrows 94:29 Kreazot-Maks Back side 1 96:24 Mescaline Sessions Pyramid of the Magician 109:10 Mescaline Sessions...
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And death shall have no dominion. Dead men naked they shall be one With the man in the wind and the west moon; When their bones are picked clean and the clean bones gone, They shall have stars at elbow and foot; Though they go mad they shall be sane, Though they sink through the sea they shall rise again; Though lovers be lost love shall not; And death shall have no dominion. And death shall have no dominion. Under the windings of the sea They lying long shall not die windily; Twisting on racks...
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It's not that I don't believe in contemporary literature, but I don't want to waste valuable time reading any book that has not had the baptism of time. Life is too short. - Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (1987) start artist title 00:00 Zreen Toyz Almost Palpable Death 20:20 Arco Enarmonico Delay Sex Soundtrack 20:51 Anuskabinett Ejaculation 21:45 Egida Slow Spells In You 23:58 Zreen Toyz The Mariana Abyss 36:13 Zreen Toyz Beyond Infinite Caves 45:33 Zreen Toyz Bathyscaphes Choreography 54:45...
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Everything is dead while it lives. - Egon Schiele (1890 -- 1918) start artist title 00:00 lost-radio remember (SandSpace Rework I) 12:28 Metek The filth inside was gone in the morning 32:59 Nagual Art Seance 1931-Sitzung 8 37:51 Kristus Kut Rememberance of An Embrace 42:46 Akoustik Timbre Frekuency From Bey 49:02 Backyard Ghost Hoia Baciu 55:29 Implicit Order Operator 60:55 Mescaline Sessions Session 10 62:33 Cryobiosis Chasms 66:57 TenebraeXXX White Lace 83:26 Mystified Keep Searching 87:12...
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Dreams, as we all know, are very queer things: some parts are presented with appalling vividness, with details worked up with the elaborate finish of jewellery, while others one gallops through, as it were, without noticing them at all, as, for instance, through space and time. Dreams seem to be spurred on not by reason but by desire, not by the head but by the heart, and yet what complicated tricks my reason has played sometimes in dreams , what utterly incomprehensible things happen to it! -...
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I heard people talk about immortality, but I ain't seen it. I wondered how it'd be when I died. What it'd be like to know this breath now was the last one you was ever gonna draw. I just hope I can meet it the same way she did. With the same... calm. 'Cause that's where it's hidden --the immortality I hadn't seen. - Private Witt, The Thin Red Line (1998) start artist title 00:00 05:42 We Are All Alone Clouds Collide RMX 09:00 Tribe of Astronauts Cyanotomy 36:57 Kinematik VKE with Mystified Nix...
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Some tracks from the new Joe Frawley: 13 Houses and The Mermaid . Very groovy as usual. Extensive use was make of the soundtracks of videos by Lifeloop and friends. At first I was just going to play this material as I find it rather compelling but then I discovered it's a type of electro-acoustic music called "Salon Bruit". I'll have to look into this more later but whatever it is, it made up a substantial part of the show. I like it. New Mystified was featured as well. Gotta love...
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The people dreamed and fought and slept as much as ever. And by habit they shortened their thoughts so that they would not wander out into the darkness beyond tomorrow. - Carson McCullers, The Heart is a Lonely Hunter (1940) start artist title 00:00 Kai Engel Prelude - Bells in Heavy Clouds 03:53 No Way Out Mesoleuctra 12:06 Red Clouds worship 15:58 Willy Stamati A Point of No Return 19:41 Ajna Hidden Rays of Light Within The Cold Sun 33:49 Mystified MonoDecay 39:27 Flat Affect Anopsia 40:01...
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...And surely I stopped very sudden; for she gripped me in that moment, and her hand shook as she held me; but when I would ask her what ailed, she bid me, very breathless, to say on, to say on. And, with a half understanding, I told her that I had but meant to speak of the Moon Garden , that was an olden and happy fancy of mine. - William Hope Hodgson, The Night Land (1912) start artist title 00:00 Ptarkh Collapse 01:39 Head Joint Shapes (Inspired By The Music Of Klaus Schulze) 21:25 _Algol_...
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The original is unfaithful to the translation. - Jorge Luis Borges start artist title 00:00 Grove Of Whispers (featuring pixyblink ) Carmilla 21:49 Wings Of An Angel Your Dominatrix Had A Brain Transplant Under My Knives 94:13 Grove of Whispers Live
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At night the choppers buzz the bamboo roof of the jungle, dumping from three thousand feet to little more than a hundred, circling, climbing, circling again, no LZ to land in, no casualties to pick up. Above the roar of the rotorwash come the shrieks of the damned: wails, moans, plaintive cries of Vietnamese. It’s real William Castle stuff, weird sounds and screaming meemies, but even knowing it’s coming from a tape recorder, even hearing the static hiss of the loudspeakers mounted on the...
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We humans, on coming into the world, find we have one sorry privilege--the privilege of feeling ourselves live, with all the fine illusions that follow as a consequence, the illusion, in particular, that this inner experience we have of a life forever varied and changing--changing according to time, circumstance, or fortuity--is a reality outside ourselves. - Luigi Pirandello, The Late Mattia Pascal (1923) start artist title 00:00 Wings of an Angel Purity Sacrifice (unreleased) 22:00 Shane...
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It was a burning wind -- it burned through Susan's sleep like acid on silk, reaching deep into each smooth furrow of her body. The nightgown was too much. Her breasts felt as though covered with sand, with insects, as though she lay buried to the neck in an anthill in a hot summer storm. By turns it was terrible and then sweet -- a tickling, moving, crawling sensation. An awareness of the physical that not even sleep could override. - Jack Ketchum, Ladies' Night (1997) start artist title 00:00...
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Hunters for gold or pursuers of fame, they all had gone out on that stream, bearing the sword, and often the torch, messengers of the might within the land, bearers of a spark from the sacred fire . What greatness had not floated on the ebb of that river into the mystery of an unknown earth! . . . The dreams of men, the seed of commonwealths, the germs of empires. - Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness (1902) start artist title 00:00 My Dark Lake Countess Winter And Old Cemetery 04:26 Ptarkh...
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...You were not there for The Beginning. You will not be there for The End.... Your knowledge of what is going on can only be superficial and relative .... - William S. Burroughs, Naked Lunch (1959) start artist title 00:00 Emerald Rustling Becomes A Breeding Ground 00:02 Emerald Rustling Way Into The Particles 01:37 Emerald Rustling Nails Of Water 04:02 Dream Twice Part 2 06:14 Emerald Rustling Prayer Soil 09:55 Emerald Rustling Topgallant 14:44 Dream Twice Part 1 17:14 Dream Twice Part 3...
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All floated upon an evening carousel, with fitful drifts of music wafting up here and there, and voices calling and murmuring from houses that were whitely haunted by television . - Ray Bradbury, The Golden Apples of the Sun (1953) start artist title 00:00 Television Remote Control (Tuner) (ca. 1961) 01:23 Luciftias Absence of Light 07:19 Ptarkh Between 19:39 Luciftias Only What You Take With You 30:29 Igl00 Long Way Home 34:18 Songs From A Tomb Damn Way Under The Yellow Dust 53:04 Scott Lawlor...
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She’s like smoke : you think you’re seeing her clearly enough, but when you reach for her there’s nothing there. That’s a sort of strength, I suppose. But it makes her hard to figure out. - Ryū Murakami, Audition (2009) start artist title 00:00 seetyca augsterne 11:51 Deamorphin Are pressed to a decline 23:50 Viktorianna Viktorianna I 53:05 seetyca die allegorie des verderbens part I/III 71:33 Grove of Whispers 2014-02-27 (featuring Annemarie Borg Antara) 78:45 HäxenexäH HäxenexäH...
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A picnic. Picture a forest, a country road, a meadow. Cars drive off the country road into the meadow, a group of young people get out carrying bottles, baskets of food, transistor radios, and cameras. They light fires, pitch tents, turn on the music. In the morning they leave. The animals, birds, and insects that watched in horror through the long night creep out from their hiding places. And what do they see? Old spark plugs and old filters strewn around... Rags, burnt-out bulbs, and a monkey...
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The flesh surrenders itself, he thought. Eternity takes back its own. Our bodies stirred these waters briefly, danced with a certain intoxication before the love of life and self, dealt with a few strange ideas, then submitted to the instruments of Time . What can we say of this? I occurred. I am not . . . yet, I occurred. - Frank Herbert, Dune (1965) start artist title 00:00 Palancar February 2, 2008 Part 1 (The Omicron Transmission) 22:00 Palancar January 6, 2008 (City Abandoned to Electric...
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In fact, the whole city was now asleep, part of an immense unconscious Europe, while he himself crawled about on a forgotten traffic island like the nightmare of this slumbering continent. - J. G. Ballard, Concrete Island (1974) start artist title 00:00 Charles Manson 9/11/1967 & 1968 Studio Recordings 01:54 deafness Soviet Devil 05:46 Another Neglected Hobby Aquamarine 30:04 SM/SM The Way Down 37:20 PSI (Vitaly Maklakov) Winter. Monday. Morning. 42:10 Caul Apophasis 47:34 Nagual Art A Song...
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Being with you and not being with you is the only way I have to measure time . - Jorge Luis Borges, The Book of Sand (1975) start artist title 00:00 Grove Of Whispers 2014-04-25 00:38 Altus Waiting for the Cover of White 12:08 C. Paradisi Free Floating (X10) 30:33 Ian D Hawgood This Night Has Come Too Soon 40:44 Travis Johnson Valsa (Remix) 48:56 Dan Miñoza Winter Kept Us Warm 55:10 Regosphere Black Keys 70:36 Grove Of Whispers La Isla del Sol Negro 117:43 Judith Peacock Cummings Chaidh mo...
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You buy furniture, you tell yourself, this is the last sofa I will ever need in my life. buy the sofa, then for a couple of years you're satisfied that no matter what goes wrong, at least you've got your sofa issue handled, then the right set of dishes, then the perfect bed. The drapes. The rug. Then you're trapped in your lovely nest, and the things that you used to own, now they own you. - Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club (1996) start artist title 00:00 Grove of Whispers 2014-03-22 March Equinox...
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It was to be a quick peek through a hand-wide crack, but enough to risk disillusionment and the dispersal of all the enchanting traumas he had articulated in his brain and his books, scattering them like those peculiar shadows he supposed lingered in that room. And the voices—would he hear their hissing which heralded her presence in a zone swirling with roping shapes? He kept his eyes fixed upon his hand on the doorknob, turning it gently to nudge open the door. So the first thing he saw was...
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A man living in normal circumstances suddenly disappeared, was not heard from, returned months or years later and didn't remember where he had been during this time. Later, however, someone who had run across him, somewhere, in a foreign country , recognized him, but the man himself remembered nothing. - Arthur Schnitzler, Dream Novel (1926) start artist title 00:00 Grove of Whispers 2014-03-14 34:52 The Chestnut Tree Mementos 39:02 Luciftias Perchance to Dream 52:16 lost-radio remember...
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The Beduin could not look for God within him: he was too sure that he was within God . He could not conceive anything which was or was not God, Who alone was great; yet there was a homeliness, an everyday-ness of this climatic Arab God, who was their eating and their fighting and their lusting, the commonest of their thoughts, their familiar resource and companion, in a way impossible to those whose God is so wistfully veiled from them by despair of their carnal unworthiness of Him and by the...
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A carnival in daylight is an unfinished beast, anyway. Rain makes it a ghost. The wheezing music from the empty, motionless rides in a soggy, rained-out afternoon midway always hit my chest with a sweet ache . The colored dance of lights in the seeping air flashed the puddles in the sawdust with an oily glamour. - Katherine Dunn, Geek Love (1989) start artist title 00:00 Stuart Chalmers Waking / Rebirth 00:28 Eucci apt. 10:00 Willy Stamati Responsorium 18:13 DARKSTAR83 Twilight On The Still...
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There now ensued a series of incidents which transported me to the opposite extremes of ecstasy and horror ; incidents which I tremble to recall and dare not seek to interpret. - H. P. Lovecraft, The Crawling Chaos (1921) start artist title 00:00 The Implicit Order It's Hard To Tell The Singer From The Song (Reprise) 06:45 Grove Of Whispers Toon (unreleased) 20:15 Ars Sonor & Naimi you and me (a new beginning) 26:23 Cryogenic Weekend Embracing Arctic Waters 41:36 Ars Sonor & Naimi...
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We have numerous, extremely naïve assumptions built into our thinking, and our most venerable explanatory engines , such as science, happen also to be our oldest explanatory engines, and therefore they have built into them the most naïve and unexamined assumptions. - Terence McKenna, Psychedelic Society (1984) A show where I remix only my own music... It starts with a live remix of the horror film " Carnival of Souls ", but since that and " Island of Lost Souls " are a...
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At the surface - it was white death. Death of a needle-fingered cold driven before the wind, sucking heat from any warm thing. Cold - and white mist of endless , everlasting drift, the fine, fine particles of licking snow that obscured all things. - John W. Campbell, Jr., Who Goes There? (1938) start artist title 00:00 Anastasia Vronski Cold Night 05:50 Chris Whitehead abandoned Magnesium Works Hartlepool 14:25 Ivan Black Immersion 16:18 Hope Every Day Navigating In The Sea (Where Anything Can...
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Every moment in your life is a turning and every one a choosing. Somewhere you made a choice. All followed to this. The accounting is scrupulous. The shape is drawn. No line can be erased. I had no belief in your ability to move a coin to your bidding. How could you? A person's path through the world seldom changes and even more seldom will it change abruptly. And the shape of your path was visible from the beginning . - Cormac McCarthy, No Country for Old Men (2005) start artist title 00:00...
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I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here, and I'm just as strange as you. - Frida Kahlo, Diary of Frida Kahlo start artist title 00:00 MBD Brilliant White Raiment...
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Nothing in the world is permanent, and we're foolish when we ask anything to last, but surely we're still more foolish not to take delight in it while we have it. If change is of the essence of existence one would have thought it only sensible to make it the premise of our philosophy. - W. Somerset Maugham, The Razor's Edge (1943) start artist title 00:00 Mary E. Byrne and Eleanor H. Hull Be Thou My Vision 01:17 Lucette Bourdin Inner Vastness 09:55 Lucette Bourdin and Darrell Burgan Sanatana...
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Show starts with a mashup of Public Domain's " Test Broadcast, Programme 2 " and Another Neglected Hobby's " Voltage ". I had played Voltage earlier in the week and was impressed enough for another go. Several tracks were played/mixed from The Chestnut Tree compilation. I've been listening to this in the car now for over a week. It will be a while yet before I'm through --it is almost six hours of music. Very nice, Ayn Morgan of The Chestnut Tree has been working hard on it...
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If you're in pitch blackness , all you can do is sit tight until your eyes get used to the dark. - Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood (1987) start artist title 00:00 Old Village Invocação das Esferas Antigas 04:14 Thanatoloop & Har El Retrato 19:47 ABGAL Pandorum 20:20 cdrx Le Chant Troublant Des Sirènes 25:26 elizabeth veldon the white hare of the calder water (for thomas veldon) 51:25 Akashic Crow's Nest Equidistant 65:53 Wings of an Angel Pulse Zero But Still Alive (unreleased) 77:57...
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The show starts with another mashup of Mystified's music. An old 78 that was more groovy noise than anything else. The show featured a live set from Joel Sutton in his guise as Crystal Dreams , thank you Joel for a dark ambient set. New Zreen Toyz , The Implicit Order and the music of Vladimir Hirsch were both featured to good effect. A fun show that closed with another 78 personally recorded for Sadayatana by CP McDill . Thank you CP McDill! start artist title 00:00 Chorus conducted by August...
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God was gone; it was the silence of his departure. It was a rainy night. It was the myth of the rainy night . - Jack Kerouac, On the Road (1957) start artist title 00:00 deafness Wuornos 01:31 Grove of Whispers Vulture: Carrion Forest (live remix) 43:28 Mystified External Pulse 55:31 Harmony & Decay Rapid Eye Movement 64:13 Demagolka Bloodfen 78:59 Sean Derrick Cooper Marquardt Assembled without manipulation 86:47 BAUMANN.electronics Overwhelming Gravitational Attraction of Coma Cluster...
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“Fear,' Jason said, “can make you do more wrong than hate or jealousy. If you're afraid you don’t commit yourself to life completely; fear makes you always, always hold something back.' - Philip K. Dick: Flow My Tears, The Policeman Said (1974) start artist title 00:00 radio reference Amateur Repeater Los Angeles Area 147.435mhz 01:06 The Ernie 4 The ERNIE 4 Is Playing At My House (otay mix) 05:29 escapefromnoise shortwave snippets #4 12:52 Anastasia Vronski & Ricardo Al The groom is...
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Well... another disastrous show. I guess I spilled water on the keyboard or something. First a whole lot of files I had downloaded were erased --right before my eyes! Then the computer locked up just before the end. The times and track titles were lost and I had to reconstruct the playlist below by hand. Another Frankenstein podcast... some assembly required. Don't take any of this as an indication that it won't be fun to listen to. It is! Trust me... I trust you! start artist title 00:00...
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There are not many persons who know what wonders are opened to them in the stories and visions of their youth; for when as children we listen and dream , we think but half-formed thoughts, and when as men we try to remember, we are dulled and prosaic with the poison of life. But some of us awake in the night with strange phantasms of enchanted hills and gardens, of fountains that sing in the sun, of golden cliffs overhanging murmuring seas, of plains that stretch down to sleeping cities of...
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A mixture of martial industrial and religious and devotional musics, chant, drone etc. Themes of warfare and the transitory nature of existence run throughout. New release from sendem.ru , KolpakopF: " Immersion dans l'air ". Call to prayer and Indonesian rain courtesy of the Indonesian Sound Archive . Thank you. Thanks again to C.P. McDill , the mastermind behind Webbed Hand Records for another great 78 to close the show. start artist title 00:00 Dunkel Aesthetics Vltimvs Dies Evropa...
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I believe that the truth of the matter is far more terrifying, that the real truth that dare not speak itself is that no one is in control, absolutely no one. This stuff is ruled by the equations of dynamics and chaos. There may be entities seeking control, but to seek control is to take enormous aggravation upon yourself. It's like trying to control a dream . - Terence McKenna, Dreaming Awake at the End of Time (1998) start artist title 00:00 Ombient Live on Sadayatana 59:19 Bing Satellites...
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